First,I have to give a shout out to my one of my dear friends, Glo, who will be stuyding abroad in Seoul, Korea for a year!!I don't want to get into my friends whole life story, but long story short:It has always been her dream to go to Korea...so I'm happy that she finally gets a chance to do so, and I hope this experience for her is rewarding in many ways possible towards her future. Hopefully I can visit her before she leaves as well as see her in Korea!! Now if only we can develop a youtube channel when we bitch about life ...thats my ultimate dream for my friend and I
Now...second good news!!
My boyfriend said *Onechan wants to visit America in September with him =)
Onechan is what my boyfriend's mom told me to call her lol
I really hope she comes! I miss her so much!!!! I haven't seen her since the summer of 2008=(. Sadly I can't really communicate with her due to a language barrier, but she would still talk to me in Japanese regardless, and it did help my comprehension greatly. She also reminded me somewhat of my mom..they're both funny and don't give a damn about what other people think. I'am truly grateful that my boyfriend's mother accepts me even though we can't communicate much. I told my mother about this and she said she'd be more than happy to let Hisao's mother stay with us...which has me debating my trip to Japan in August.
Lately I've been thinking...why go visit Nagasaki in August when I'm Japan bound in October(2 months later...). True,my bf planned to pay for my ticket so it wouldn't cost me a thing, but since I really want to see onechan and want her to meet my family, I feel its best my boyfriend use that money to purchase a ticket for his mother instead..and we just wait to see one another in September. This would also enable me to travel to Nyc in time to see Gloria before she leaves. I know, how horrible of a person I am to ditch my bf in hopes I can go to Nyc for a vacation to see my family and friends XD...but it does make more sense to me, and I yet to find a way to explain that to him. *sighs* I don't want him to feel bad, but it is time we start acted like adults and make wise decisions...
Yes, I want to see my boyfriend....
the last time we saw each other was last September of 2010...
but the way I see it....we're going to see each other for a month, and than we leave together for Japan to finally be together in the same damn country/city...
I won't see my friends or family for a long time, hell I haven't seen them since I left nyc...
So I think in the end, its all fair for me to just forget my trip to Japan for the summer, go to nyc, and get ready for my bf to spend time with me for a month.
It sucks, but I really want to see onechan and let her have a nice vacation in America. I think she would be very happy if her son paid for her to go to travel...so guess we're going to have an adult talk very soon =X
In other news with my workout...My trainer really knows how to abuse me, but alas!!
MY JIGGLY LEGS AREN'T JIGGLING MUCH ANYMORE!! YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! Sadly I am now walking like an old lady...*sighs* I don't know how I can face him on Saturday, but I'll do my best!!!
BIKINI BODY!! I FEEL YOU!!
Friday, May 6, 2011
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
Workout round 4!!
So I met up with my personal trainer the other day to do some weight training.
I feel like like I'm not doing a lot when I'm on the Elliptical trainer which is silly since it does more for your body oppose to running on a treadmill. In fact, I feel my best days is when I have to jog/run up and down the stairs. But omg the weight training!! My trainer believes I can bench 10 lbs+ but its so hard to do 3 sets of 15,20,35lbs!!
My current weight now is 167*sniff* I was 166 last week, but I was on some f*cked up killer diet before, so now that I'am somewhat back to eating normally, this fluctuating weight was un-avoidable. I feel that I should be meeting my trainer more than 2x a week since I paid to meet him 3x, but ehh mis-communication crap. However, my mother and I also took it upon ourselves to workout when we don't see him, so it sort of balances out.
I just hope to be 150 by July...come on weight...MELT OFF!!! I already see definition in my arms though!! At this rate they'll be more defined than my boyfriends...
Which is amazing since my bf's arms are bigger than mine. Sometimes I see his muscles when he flexes unitentionally....I miss him *sighs*
Semi-good news though? He's starting to workout again, not because I asked him too...
he said its actually good for his hernia if he does crunches. So yeah for hernia? hehehe
I feel like like I'm not doing a lot when I'm on the Elliptical trainer which is silly since it does more for your body oppose to running on a treadmill. In fact, I feel my best days is when I have to jog/run up and down the stairs. But omg the weight training!! My trainer believes I can bench 10 lbs+ but its so hard to do 3 sets of 15,20,35lbs!!
My current weight now is 167*sniff* I was 166 last week, but I was on some f*cked up killer diet before, so now that I'am somewhat back to eating normally, this fluctuating weight was un-avoidable. I feel that I should be meeting my trainer more than 2x a week since I paid to meet him 3x, but ehh mis-communication crap. However, my mother and I also took it upon ourselves to workout when we don't see him, so it sort of balances out.
I just hope to be 150 by July...come on weight...MELT OFF!!! I already see definition in my arms though!! At this rate they'll be more defined than my boyfriends...
Which is amazing since my bf's arms are bigger than mine. Sometimes I see his muscles when he flexes unitentionally....I miss him *sighs*
Semi-good news though? He's starting to workout again, not because I asked him too...
he said its actually good for his hernia if he does crunches. So yeah for hernia? hehehe
Sunday, May 1, 2011
hair stuff(non wig related) + shoes♥
I didn't really want this blog to touch up on my natural hair care journey, but lately I can't shake my mind off of getting a hair steamer!!
The reviews about hair steamers is that it opens up your hair cuticles so it can absorb moisture better when one deep conditions. Most ladies, like m'self, usually use the typical bonet dryer or walk around with DC in our hair for 3hours or more, but this hair steamer is supposed to do it 100x better!!
Now I saw some hair steamers on ebay for $83.00 and the ones people rave about is the brand called heutiful that this girl on youtube, Nikkimae2003, uses.
which runs about$114...so my thing is, if all hairsteamers do the same thing, whats the point of spending more for the name brand? Sadly I haven't read a review for the ones I have on ebay so its hard for me to say if they're all the same....
Then I was thinking about buying a flat iron straightener, particularly this model from Conair which uses steam to straighten your hair. Now I love my kinky-curly hair, and the reason why I buy wigs is so I won't have to use heat on my hair. But maybe, just MAYBE, once in a blue moon I would like to straighten it=( as much as I fear heat damage
Infiniti by Conair SS9 1 1/2" Nano Silver Steam Straightner, Red
It looks like its smoking their hair, but its just steam! And steam seems better to me than electrified heat...but then its like, am I just ironing my hair?!
It usually runs for $49.99 but I found it on ebay for 29.99!! SO CHEAP!! I'm gonna check H.E.B first though to see if they have it there for a cheaper price...
and last but not least...SHOES!!
I'am alil hesitant about the size though...since I have a weird size foot, they do have one in a size 11, but I don't really like this style...
meh, so much shopping..so little time..=/
The reviews about hair steamers is that it opens up your hair cuticles so it can absorb moisture better when one deep conditions. Most ladies, like m'self, usually use the typical bonet dryer or walk around with DC in our hair for 3hours or more, but this hair steamer is supposed to do it 100x better!!
Now I saw some hair steamers on ebay for $83.00 and the ones people rave about is the brand called heutiful that this girl on youtube, Nikkimae2003, uses.
which runs about$114...so my thing is, if all hairsteamers do the same thing, whats the point of spending more for the name brand? Sadly I haven't read a review for the ones I have on ebay so its hard for me to say if they're all the same....
Then I was thinking about buying a flat iron straightener, particularly this model from Conair which uses steam to straighten your hair. Now I love my kinky-curly hair, and the reason why I buy wigs is so I won't have to use heat on my hair. But maybe, just MAYBE, once in a blue moon I would like to straighten it=( as much as I fear heat damage
Infiniti by Conair SS9 1 1/2" Nano Silver Steam Straightner, Red
It looks like its smoking their hair, but its just steam! And steam seems better to me than electrified heat...but then its like, am I just ironing my hair?!
It usually runs for $49.99 but I found it on ebay for 29.99!! SO CHEAP!! I'm gonna check H.E.B first though to see if they have it there for a cheaper price...
and last but not least...SHOES!!
I'am alil hesitant about the size though...since I have a weird size foot, they do have one in a size 11, but I don't really like this style...
meh, so much shopping..so little time..=/
Friday, April 29, 2011
♫Wedding bells are in the air♫
In honor of Prince William getting married to Kate, the new Duchess of Cambridge , I started thinking about my very own wedding dress, and I instantly fell in love with this dress from Lena Fuji as well as two other ones.
2nd dress by Scena D'uno
And traditional style wedding kimono
I don't know when I want to get married believe it or not, hopefully when my boyfriend and I are financially stable we can do so, but I do want to buy my dresses ASAP!! XD I also don't know if I should mix it up between having a Japanese and West Indian wedding...or just stick to a western one. I feel weird wearing a wedding kimono....
When I think about it, West Indians don't really have wedding traditions...
Well okay, thats a lie
We must have a black cake!! For example, when my mom got married they had a normal cake and a Black cake, and when my uncle got married our family friend Dorothy made a Black cake for the newly weds.
Also, we must have dancing!!! This clashes with my boyfriend's wedding traditions
(In Japanese weddings..they don't dance) But we WEST INDIANS LOVE DANCING!!
This is a great example of a West Indian reception!! And no I not Hatian!! But they playing soca lol so its all good
lol...so yeah, dancing is eminent!!
Hmm, its fun to dream about my wedding...I just wish I had more people to invite =/
2nd dress by Scena D'uno
And traditional style wedding kimono
I don't know when I want to get married believe it or not, hopefully when my boyfriend and I are financially stable we can do so, but I do want to buy my dresses ASAP!! XD I also don't know if I should mix it up between having a Japanese and West Indian wedding...or just stick to a western one. I feel weird wearing a wedding kimono....
When I think about it, West Indians don't really have wedding traditions...
Well okay, thats a lie
We must have a black cake!! For example, when my mom got married they had a normal cake and a Black cake, and when my uncle got married our family friend Dorothy made a Black cake for the newly weds.
Also, we must have dancing!!! This clashes with my boyfriend's wedding traditions
(In Japanese weddings..they don't dance) But we WEST INDIANS LOVE DANCING!!
This is a great example of a West Indian reception!! And no I not Hatian!! But they playing soca lol so its all good
lol...so yeah, dancing is eminent!!
Hmm, its fun to dream about my wedding...I just wish I had more people to invite =/
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
*sighs* I don't want to buy a new phone...
But I have no choice, my Samsung behold from 2009 has recently died on me. Okay, technically it didn't die, it still works, but my touch screen is broken, and thats how the phone works!! I could take it to get it fixed, but I am sorta itching for a new phone.
I was eyeing the LG Lollipop phone that T-mobile has, and with another 2year contract its $19.99, but I dunno if I there are hidden costs involved plus I am leaving the states by October, so its moot to get another contract. They also no longer have the color I want, blue, but I found it on ebay for $73.00!! So end result? I bought the blue LG DLite a.k.a Lollipop
I really didn't want to buy a new phone since I will be moving to Japan soon...but ugh...Damn MONEY!!! Plus I do need to txt and contact people...=/
I should have this phone by Monday, which means I must download the Big Bang *Lollipop* song so it can be my ringtone lol
Now I regret not getting it in pink..but its okay, when I go to Japan and sign up for Docomo..I can have all the cute pink phones I want!! Besides...I owned like 3 pink phones already! First the pink vodaphone 703, than the Sharp 906i, and the Behold...time to switch it up!! Im debating if I should get the F-04C
Also, I got one of my wigs, Abby, but sadly this version of their 27/613 looks dull as hell! Looks sorta similar to champagne's so Ima order her in a *Blair later on.
*sighs* its hard shopping for wigs =p
I also worked out again today with my trainer...my arms are still hurting from my last weight training...I hate this, but love it just the same. Masochist B! Thats me!. I seriously got to start practicing my Japanese again with Hisao, its the only way so far he'd also workout with me>(. I'am going to study so hard, he'd be able to carry me for 3 hours straight lol!!!
AND NEXT STOP?! GETTING HIM BACK INTO KARATE!!
I was eyeing the LG Lollipop phone that T-mobile has, and with another 2year contract its $19.99, but I dunno if I there are hidden costs involved plus I am leaving the states by October, so its moot to get another contract. They also no longer have the color I want, blue, but I found it on ebay for $73.00!! So end result? I bought the blue LG DLite a.k.a Lollipop
I really didn't want to buy a new phone since I will be moving to Japan soon...but ugh...Damn MONEY!!! Plus I do need to txt and contact people...=/
I should have this phone by Monday, which means I must download the Big Bang *Lollipop* song so it can be my ringtone lol
Now I regret not getting it in pink..but its okay, when I go to Japan and sign up for Docomo..I can have all the cute pink phones I want!! Besides...I owned like 3 pink phones already! First the pink vodaphone 703, than the Sharp 906i, and the Behold...time to switch it up!! Im debating if I should get the F-04C
Also, I got one of my wigs, Abby, but sadly this version of their 27/613 looks dull as hell! Looks sorta similar to champagne's so Ima order her in a *Blair later on.
*sighs* its hard shopping for wigs =p
I also worked out again today with my trainer...my arms are still hurting from my last weight training...I hate this, but love it just the same. Masochist B! Thats me!. I seriously got to start practicing my Japanese again with Hisao, its the only way so far he'd also workout with me>(. I'am going to study so hard, he'd be able to carry me for 3 hours straight lol!!!
AND NEXT STOP?! GETTING HIM BACK INTO KARATE!!
Monday, April 25, 2011
Gamer girl reborn?Maybe...
So I recently purchased a Sega Saturn St-Key that enables one to play games from Japan, and I am ONE HAPPY CAMPER RIGHT NOW!! I'am able to play my old crack from back in the day
YEAH DATS RIGHT!! And I SUCK BALLS NOW!!!
I lost the first round I played it on Saturday T____T
I used to like this game, but sadly I got stuck at a certain part and gave up
I also had this game, but I DUNNO WTF it went...but I also got stuck at a certain level and gave up lol.
I also plan to repurchase the dbz game again since my cousin never returned it to me 12years ago under understandable circumstances along with my original ST-Key.
Why stop at Sega Saturn games?! I'm also in the process of wanting to purchase some sega genesis games (particularly The Pirates of Dark Water ) Yeah...something is seriously up with me lending people games and they don't give em back or loose em. *sighs*
I just miss being a gamer girl...I would spend atleast a good 3hours as a kid playing my games non stop!! I was so good, I remember for Pirates of Dark water that I was able to skip levels way before GamesFAQ existed!! And Fighting games were my speciality!!(Well..mainly Bloody Roar & Virtua Fighter). Its amazing how my gamer girl side really died down now when it should've stopped when I was a teenager. I'm late for everything in my life =p
and I really have nothing else to add...yeah...oh wait yes I do!!
I hate weight training!!
YEAH DATS RIGHT!! And I SUCK BALLS NOW!!!
I lost the first round I played it on Saturday T____T
I used to like this game, but sadly I got stuck at a certain part and gave up
I also had this game, but I DUNNO WTF it went...but I also got stuck at a certain level and gave up lol.
I also plan to repurchase the dbz game again since my cousin never returned it to me 12years ago under understandable circumstances along with my original ST-Key.
Why stop at Sega Saturn games?! I'm also in the process of wanting to purchase some sega genesis games (particularly The Pirates of Dark Water ) Yeah...something is seriously up with me lending people games and they don't give em back or loose em. *sighs*
I just miss being a gamer girl...I would spend atleast a good 3hours as a kid playing my games non stop!! I was so good, I remember for Pirates of Dark water that I was able to skip levels way before GamesFAQ existed!! And Fighting games were my speciality!!(Well..mainly Bloody Roar & Virtua Fighter). Its amazing how my gamer girl side really died down now when it should've stopped when I was a teenager. I'm late for everything in my life =p
and I really have nothing else to add...yeah...oh wait yes I do!!
I hate weight training!!
Saturday, April 23, 2011
wow...my bf and I are on some Blasian site again lol
And here I was thinking that we weren't cute enough to even have a mention on this site lol.
Wow..this pic is so old, like 2008 old!! To think its been 3 fuckin years since I been to Japan!! I look so different too(Ironically my bf's current hair style is pretty similar to the picture except he has a strawberry blond streak on his bangs). We need a new pic for the blasian lovers to applaud to! And I plan to deliver this summer...
So far I am getting better with my wig applications and make up!!
Behold, B wearing some nice gyaru inspired clothes + wigs!!
This puricute gotta stop making me look red bone!! lol
I might join tumblr just cause I wanna talk about my love story too ^.^
yeah..we'll see....
And when I showed my bf the pic from that tumblr site he was
saying how I've aged from 2008 to now. He claimed he was joking once I gave him the stink eye and backtrackked like a cockroach, but I realized that I am no longer looking *cute* but am gaining sex appeal!! or to people who don't find me attractive, I went from barf to inside mouth throwup
Mini timeline of my ageing like Keanu Reeves
2005
2006
2007
2008 or 2009
2011 (Present)
Aww...my wasted youth being a tomboy..., but I do feel more comfortable and happy in jeans and a hoodie
iOno whats up with me and that thumb shit though...
And a pic of my bf from 2006 and his current pic for 2011
I feel alil bad when I kinda yelled at his new hair cut. It does actually look nice T__T..and I missed it...BOOOO!
Wow..this pic is so old, like 2008 old!! To think its been 3 fuckin years since I been to Japan!! I look so different too(Ironically my bf's current hair style is pretty similar to the picture except he has a strawberry blond streak on his bangs). We need a new pic for the blasian lovers to applaud to! And I plan to deliver this summer...
So far I am getting better with my wig applications and make up!!
Behold, B wearing some nice gyaru inspired clothes + wigs!!
This puricute gotta stop making me look red bone!! lol
I might join tumblr just cause I wanna talk about my love story too ^.^
yeah..we'll see....
And when I showed my bf the pic from that tumblr site he was
saying how I've aged from 2008 to now. He claimed he was joking once I gave him the stink eye and backtrackked like a cockroach, but I realized that I am no longer looking *cute* but am gaining sex appeal!! or to people who don't find me attractive, I went from barf to inside mouth throwup
Mini timeline of my ageing like Keanu Reeves
2005
2006
2007
2008 or 2009
2011 (Present)
Aww...my wasted youth being a tomboy..., but I do feel more comfortable and happy in jeans and a hoodie
iOno whats up with me and that thumb shit though...
And a pic of my bf from 2006 and his current pic for 2011
I feel alil bad when I kinda yelled at his new hair cut. It does actually look nice T__T..and I missed it...BOOOO!
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