So what does that mean?
I have to really think hard on what I want, and only purchase stuff I need...
I def need a laptop, so..
HP Garden dreams is a must but since I have a walmart credit card, I don't have to worry about paying it all in one sweep
Manga Debut 4: I can purchase later on....along with the wacom bamboo tablet before I leave.But debating if I should put this on my walmart credit card or bestbuy..
The circle lens I ordered The Geo nudy goldenblue ones from honeycolor.com still show they're being processed. Its been a week since I ordered them, sooo...if I don't hear anything by next week. PAYPAL DISPUTE!! And I'll just fedex them from Candylens.com. I should've learned from my old yukata dispute that express shipping with tracking is the best way to go for international stuff...le sigh
Clothes
I still didn't loose all the weight I wanted to, and I will start the dunkan diet tomorrow...sOOoooo, I have to wait to see how my body shape changes.
Here's to loosing 15lbs in 45days
2 more wigs..(I decided when I visit this summer, that I will be rocking a color #33 wigs!)
So I will be wearing Miami/Cara/and Scarlett!! But I'd wear miami the first day, and cara or scarlett for date dates*
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Plane ticket..........NOW THIS IS THE DOOZY! no boyfriend bashing, I promise
My boyfriend recently asked me how we were going to do the ticket thing. The options were A)I pay and he reimbuses me when I get to Japan
B) I have no idea what was plan B..but it did involve him paying for it alltogether...but he doesn't have a credit card....
If I want to go crazy on m'self...I dunno how I can purchase my ticket and buy stuff...I'd be broke till Augustplus I'm waiting to see when my boss would work on the July. She said she'd start working on it next week.Going with my intuition, I feel I will be working the last week of Saturday in July,or my boss could have me do two Saturdays in July making that weekend,I believe I'm off another 6day week. Ugh, as each day goes by, prices go up ($1,733!! LAST TIME IT WAS AROUND $1,650!)(T_____T) DAMMIT! I can go cheaper if I take a late flight, but I'd arrive in Japan on a Monday if I left on a Saturday(WTF!!??). I'm willing to go the cheap route if I can get that Friday off as well, but I dunno yet. Is there a silver lining in my suffering?YES! I can now spend more than 8days in Japan cause of my trip to NYC has been pushed back to September, but I'm sad to say I don't think I can see my friend Glo before she leaves for S.Korea. My mom doesn't want to drive up to for 5days.....ugh. So I have to try and arrange a date to visit her in Korea =(. I really wanted to hangout with my high school friends again together as a group....just hanging at mimi's house, ordering Japanese food from Saji's near Columbia University where they used Adobo from Goya in their seasoning!!Or atleast it tasted like they did whenever I ordered their katsudon!! And we'd just joke around scaring the hell out of Mimi's grandma....I miss those simple times, and it sucks I can't experience it one more time before I leave(unless I miraculously discover a couple of bucks so I can go away for the 4th of july weekend...)yeah...I'm in a funk mood now that I can't do this with my friends...
No more shallow talk. My friends mean a lot to me, and it hurts me to know that since I moved, we grew apart. But yet, if we hangout, all of those crappy emotions go away. Like,when I called Glo for her bday 2 weeks ago, the laughter and shouting...I felt like I was there..but not there.I have no idea what or how Mimi is, and I do speak to Gloria every now and then, but not so much since usually when I get home I start working out, and pass out and its the same for her. As for Mally and Andrea, we communicate better in person than on the phone/internet. I miss those crazy girls...
I HAVE TO FIND A WAY TO REUNITE WITH MY FRIENDS BACK IN NYC!!
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