I realized this year, in 2011..I'm truly hoping I can finally grow up and stop living in suspended animation. I stopped living the life I wanted when I left nyc and when my boyfriend went back to Japan. Day after day I kept living until I was reunited with my boyfriend, and living in Japan to finally achieve a dream I always wanted. I know this sounds very pathetic...but honestly the life I have now is not the life I want.
I'm tired of working at a job that doesn't really fulfill my needs in the long run..
I'm tired wondering day after day when my life will change...
I'm tired of being annoyed with my age because I don't feel it.
I want change....I want to have a social life again, I want to grow up....
I'm ready to wake up now...
So 2011..don't let me down....according to astrology this is suppose to be a good year..(crap did I say the same last year? I totally forgot..)
Sunday, January 2, 2011
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